Like Me

Like Me

September 15, 2016 | Posted in: Special Needs Parenting

We had been at our local library for most of the morning, spending time in the popular children’s section that is well stocked with toys, books and puzzles.

My son, Connor, was busy putting on a puppet show when a baby crawled up to my daughter, Brenna, as she stood next to the train table and stopped at Brenna’s feet, intently watching her.

“Look!” Brenna exclaimed, pointing at the baby.

“She has blue eyes like me!”

Brenna was born with a severe genetic skin disorder called Harlequin ichthyosis, and a missing protein in her body means that her skin doesn’t work well and builds up too quickly. The rare condition leaves her susceptible to infections, unable to sweat, and with an appearance that looks like a severe sunburn all over her body. She wears noticeable lotion, she is small in stature, and she has sparse hair on her head and body.Like Me

Yet, even as she nears five years old, Brenna doesn’t really recognize these extreme differences in her skin and features as compared to other children, because she sees herself first and foremost as just another child. She views those around her with the perspective of connection, rather than distance – another little girl wearing a shirt with her beloved Minnie Mouse or another boy who is six years old just like her brother.

Brenna looks into the eyes of another child and sees someone “like me,” rather than looking at their skin and focusing on that difference.

Our eyes are a huge part of the way we communicate—the way we show we are listening, the way we signal to others without speaking, even a way to display how we feel.

Eye contact conveys a respect for the humanity of another.

When you have a child with special needs or a physical difference, you come across eye contact of all kinds – from staring to glaring to absolute avoidance.

Stares can be upsetting… but perhaps avoiding is even worse. I’ve found that stares and questions give us the opportunity to educate, or at least the opportunity to meet that person. If someone is staring, I am able to meet their eyes and smile. And more often than not, I find that in meeting someone’s eyes, they have a chance to realize my daughter’s humanity, that she has a mother who loves her. And that sometimes is worth more than anything I could say.

But when people avert their eyes altogether, I recognize that embarrassment, that desire to escape interaction with my family, simply because my daughter looks different.

What I hope that we can all focus on as we teach our children to value our differences is that, when we are stripped to our basics, we are much more alike than we are different.

Like Me

At the end of the day, our differences should make little difference in how we engage with each other, because our differences are not more important than our sameness. Our differences drive our uniqueness and our purpose, but our sameness is our humanity—we love the same and hurt the same.

As we strive to find appreciation for all of the pieces of our lives and our beliefs and our interests that set us apart from every single other person in the world, we need to also remember what we have in common: creation and love by the same God.

When we can look up, look into each other’s faces, I think what we can realize everywhere we turn is that the person across from us, despite any difference in appearance, ability or culture, is actually very much “like me.”

Like Me

Courtney is the author of A Different Beautiful. She lives in Illinois with her husband Evan and two children, Connor and Brenna. After Brenna was born with a severe skin disorder, Courtney began chronicling family life and experiences raising a child with physical differences and special needs on her blog. Her writing has been published on sites such as Upworthy, Good Housekeeping, Woman’s Day and Yahoo Parenting. You can follow her on Facebook and Instagram.

 

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